Begining my journey again i just relapse but i know its not everything lost and i can stand up and start the battle again until is win because fight for my happiness and freedom will be always worth it.
No matter how many times you fall, what matters is whether you get up and run again or not.
All the best.
Day 1. Finally starting again my journey. Lets keep going until its done
Day 2. Yesterday I recieved a great notice and it is a new triumph and goal in my life as a Gift of God, so i think its something to keep in mind about how worthy is to keep going on this path of freedom for a life without PMO.
Day 3. Some urges but everything fine , the cold shower is always helpful in the recovery.
Day 5. Two days without being able to write , which is good because i didnt have time to think about PMO , but in the other hand today I’m having urges again because I had an stressful situation with my family and my brain and body are looking for an easy way out which is a total lie. So I’m keeping myself strong in this moment of struggle knowing that is better a bad day being sober than a day of regret because of a relapse.