Just had a stupid fight over nothing, after a wonderful day. I don’t know what happens to her. And I’m not a proud person, I look very hard to find my mistakes and fix them… But I did nothing. I was happy, and cheerful…I looked out the car’s window and that was it. There was a girl outside more or less at the same direction, I swear I hadn’t even noticed her, but that was it…a huge fight and we’re in separated rooms.
I’m alone and angry and feeling deeply suffocated. I always ran to porn as it never disappointed me, it never said no, it was always there.
I know how big is the toll of PMO, and I don’t want to relapse. I won’t relapse, I don’t have that right.
But the pain is so big, I was so happy… I feel tired of everything