Trying to sleep from 11:00 pm.
It’s 1:30 am now, Still not able to sleep.
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The near dude is like :
Yo! Where my toys at? 
Anyways, he’s good but not “L” good. He got lucky that teru mikami made a stupid move on his own. And foiled light’s plan. Or else they were all goners for sure.
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That’s right 
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What is a relapse for me ?
☆ Thinking intentionally of P for more than 5 sec.
☆ Opening browser and even typing the word P in it.
☆ Peeking
☆ Sleeping on chest and Fantasizing
With the help of God, Will surely achieve 1 Year of Freedom.
And Reading Holy books everyday is really helping me a lot.
Thanks @_TIGER brother.
And from now, I will also Start :
• Meditation for more than 10 minutes.
• Read Holy books daily every single day
• Complete Easy peasy Hackbook, by the Year.
Pray for me guys !
Greatness is coming for us !
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I also want to add these things to my daily routine;
☆ Oiling my hair daily.
☆ Sleeping at a particular time ( because everything is messed up)
☆ Eat at a proper time.
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I felt a strong urge, Nobody was at home.
So, my mind started to just crave for dopamine and I was completely blank. I got inside the bathroom and looked at the mirror how crazy I was closing the gate fast and then trying opening the pants. And then thanks to god. I regained my conciousness and then asked myself what will I achieve by doing it ?.
Came out of bathroom. Won the battle 
Not even touched that thing.
Came to the forum instantly and started to watch deathnote.
Thanks to God.
Will never ever lose again.
Initial days are always tough.
But will not drop my weapon.
But I assure you that L is real, I do exist.
Now try to kill me (urges).
Come on do it, right now.
Can’t you do it.
Well (urges) you have given me a useful hint.
I will hunt my urges down wherever they are hiding and I will eliminate them.
I am Justice
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Them urges be like :
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What’s L ? U mean Exo-L ? I’m confused
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You haven’t watched deathnote brother ?
I have heard from u its name , not watched but 
… ok so I guess L maybe a character in it right ?
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Maybe, I should not say like that everyone has their own interests.
Yes brother @Dean_Ambrose L is the best character of deathnote.
Ahh I dont watch animes, not my taste . Yeah but that’s right many people think animes are cartoons …
U seem to be die hard fan of that series …But u became too aggressive, chill bro , lol I didn’t abuse your character 
, was just enquiring 
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Yeah brother ! I accidentally watched deathnote, I think it was the will of god 
to make me watch the best I have never seen before. Never saw anything better than it. I apologize for my tone bro , I doo get angry when someone says anime is for kids. I ask them " what the hell is wrong with you at least watch first and then dare to say a word against it, it’s an open challenge". James bond and sherlock holmes all stand at the back of L and Light.
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U know haters are everywhere … I also get pissed off when someone calls BTS gay … Lol dumbheads think men without beard are not men
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I love their “Idol” song the most !
One of my favorites.
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21 December
Wake Up before 9 am
Make Bed
Meditate
Cold Shower
Pray to God
Motivation
Affirmation
Visualization
Apply Hair oil
Read Holy Books
Read book (Your brain on P*rn)
No Fantasizing
Study 7+ Hours
Clean my room
No game
Gratitude Pray
Short Pray
Nofap check-in
Sleep before 11 pm
After Such a long time,
I have studied 8 hours, The feeling of accomplishment is just awesome.
I promise myself that I will study 8 hours tommorow no matter what, or I will reset my counter to zero.
Didn’t gave up brother @Kaizen
Thanks for the support
I started very late, but didn’t let myself down.
Will try to start early tommorow.
The satisfactory sleep.
7 days of Nofap
Next Goal: 15 days 
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Deathnote is far better than James bond and Sherlock. Although, they are also very enjoyable. But man… deathnote is so well thought and unique… it’s amazing
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