Day 1
Was about to relapse
Just realized how significant amount of time in my life got destroyed by pmo
My only thought was it any worth at all
Just yesterday a random person told me why my skin is glowing and i look like a better person than i was before
I visualized an image
An image of my life
My life’s efforts are turning into waste due to a hole
Unless, I fill this hole I won’t even be eligible to think about success
PMO is the hole of my life pulling me down
The more sooner I seal the hole once and for all, the more better my life would be
Going to take this very seriously
My life due to PMO addiction
My life when I will overcome PMO addiction
PS : It was a close call today . Had I been late by few minutes more in becoming self conscious, I would have landed in the cursed place where I was destined to be a loser. Its honestly very difficult yaar. To be on guard 24*7 is not just difficult but stressful
If I’d overcome this habit, I promise I would go and tell each and every child in the world about not entering into PMO even by chance
"If we teach our children not to start an addiction, it would really really easy to be free from an addiction "
- US President Donald J Trump
Day 1
No matter what happens
Celibacy is the only way that can take me from where I am now to the desired destination
Never going to go back
Just saw Reliant’s revenge on Mr Bean
Felt bad for Mr bean
But after realizing how Mr Bean bullied Reliant everytime, I think he deserves it
Day 1
Had a nightfall yesterday night.
The erections were so hard that it started getting painful at deep sleep
going well bro i too have a nightfall today. i have 2 nightfalls in 3 weeks. it’s natural body process
@Covertxomic Man Unfortunately I relapsed
My streak ended with 32 days Unfortunately
The urges were just uncontrollable and kept popping
I wasn’t able to do any work due to being horny
No problem brother start again. 30 days is a big deal. Try to find out what went wrong. Just take it as a minor slip up and keep going like before. You have immense potential to go through it.
Sleeping naked on the bed was the worst decision I have made yesterday night
It built huge sexual energy inside me which I wasn’t prepared ro battle with
I resisted throughout the day but the urge was so strong and it led me to relapse tonight
What r u doing bro ?
I thought sleeping naked would improve sleep quality
I saw a lot of people endorsing it on social media and actually practising it for several years giving anecdotal evidence
Never mind
I have learned that it won’t work for me
Dont worry every man should learn from their mistake
This is actually true but avoid these things bro that can fuel your urges. Learn from it , it’s better to avoid slippery slope.
Hmm
I often forget that
I often try to increase vitality in me and get attched to the senses and physicality because the society rewards and appreciates physical vitality
However i should not be on that path
I would be a better person if i don’t think about physical self and senes and rather focus on mind
Not getting attracted to maaya induced bodily attachment helps me to take control of myself
Man I feel so bad
Feeling urge again due to chaser effect
Will I really overcome PMO addiction ever?
Just now read about the psychological explanation of an addiction and ■■■■ in particular
Its so much complex addiction but presents a realistic and scientific view of whats happening within you and why you relapse
Its so much complex that I feel exhausted reading about what all happens inside the brain to get stick to PMO addiction
Our brain is one hell of a complex machine ever to be created
Human beings can’t even understand their own brain comprehensively and hence suffer from everything ranging from addictions to relationships to life
I lost my confidence
I am sorry
My mental health is taking a toll
Considering digital detox for a few days to regain lost hope
See you sooner
One of the significant reason why I advocate younger generation not to pursue a degree in some damn educational institution wasting your time and money but rather educate yourself independently by Pursuing independent courses which you can study at your own effort is :
The ultra easy access of drugs in Colleges
Drugs are so easily available like drinking water inside most of the College premises
Neither police take any action because drug peddlers have strong political links with influential people
Nor do the college management take any action
There were so many colleges to study from where I live
But I did know the wrong behavior , Chapris, drugs and other wrong things in these colleges
So I did my graduation from a College named after a Hindu saint and its motto is spreading spirituality thinking that this College will atleast be good and not like others
But my thought was wrong
This College too had drugs freely flowing across all corners
Drug addict students who are so violent, repulsive and having behavioral issues were also students of this College where I studied
I was really afraid of their behavior each day
No action was taken by damn person to stop these things
These spoilt brats also try to influence other good students into consuming drugs, liquor, illicit sex and other wrong things
Thankfully I am safe of all this
Drug addiction is one of the worst addiction
And drugs are sooooooooooooooo easily available in colleges with Police Consent
Thats why I am not going to do any post graduation
My parents forced me to do post graduation last year
I have refused it firmly and strongly
I will NEVER GO TO COLLEGES ANYMORE
I understand that Education is extremely important for each person
Education is the life line of human beings and a life long process
I will focus on education independently
I will pursue courses independently
I will get educated independently
This is my life advise for all the future generation and young lads out there
Take it from me as an advise from a senior