Hey Bro,
Honestly, since you’re very active here and seemingly constantly occupied with the streak of “NoFap” it seems to me you are stuck in the early rewire phase. You are out of the swamp and you should start building, developing and living something new in real life. But instead you are in this typical “do not think about the red elephant” trap… its just a matter of time until you fall into this self-fulfilling prophesy because you are fighting a negation. And that just consumes energy and feeds your shadow.
I make it sound obvious, but of course I know how one cant see clearly when stuck in there. So just to give you an opinion from observing from the side…
And maybe start calling it semen transmutation, alchemy, life force cultivation etc…because that is what it really is, especially after 90 days of detox and rewiring.
Also, what I notice from my own transmutation atm is that one can see further into the future with more mental power. So setting some mid-and long term goals can give you a broader spectrum of time investment. It will change your experience of time flow as well. Just think of all the years and decades ahead of you right now! Its all yours, you can do anything.
For example I started a new hobby 6 months ago (Slackline) and became quite good at it after training it once per week. There are so many cool endeavours and skills out there to explore and incorporate into ones life. All the doors are open now.
And you can literally decide to have an easy going attitude about it. And just trying things out. Its all in the mind.
Just take it easy that we’ll continue the 365 Day of 2025 challenge. So easy. Its already done, I mean its 365 Days and thats it. Its April already and it will become so much easier and evermore amazing from here.
Peace🤙