Ouch, annother wave of urges, i did have a moment or two of weakness, but have resolved to stay strong for the rest of the day
More urges today, my new response to internet urges is to post on here in the diary
Quick post as an having sudden urges. Been away and surprisingly had no urges in my time away. Keeping to the same plan, seek peace.
Having the usual Sunday morning urges, so the plan is to go for a quiet cycle to the woods for a couple of hours, come home and do some sorting and tidying and then prep some 3d printing stuff
So last night I succumbed to urges which was annoying, so I’m looking into new changes to get better.
Usually Sundays is my biggest day for issues, so I will be also ensuring that Sundays are as busy as possible, with at least one large exercise session, either skating, some home exercises or Airsoft.
I’m looking to improve my stamina for this winters indoor speedsoft season (its like a mix between laser tag and paintball) which relies on having stamina to keep up with a 25 minute long game.
I’m also looking to start swimming once every 2-3 weeks. This will be more in the winter when its tipping it down so no cycling.
I’ll also be clearing out my music and swapping lots for better stuff, country and classical music where possible.
Reset the counter, but i have a good feeling about the next few weeks.
Day off work today
Normally this would have been a likely day to succumb to urges dur to having extra free time in amongst the extra activities (windsurfing at 1:45!) But today I shall resist. I’ll update at least 2 more times today.
Should have updated earlier but very busy.
Off camping with my dad in 10 minutes, leaving phone at home
So far so good, will update tomorrow’s
Oops, haven’t posted in a while, mostly due to a very busy after work schedule, which is good. Anyway, feeling the urges so thought id add a post.
Feeling urges again. Keeping yo my plan that is yo seekbthe peace that comes from not doing it.
Had a bit of a slip up yesterday and looked at some somewhat explicit material, so decided to reset the counter from yesterday. Also joing the Bible reading challenge.
Feeling urges again. Remembering to seek things that encourage peace. Habe a couple of 3d prints to get going tonight, a parcel to post and some polishing to do.
Have forgotten to post but remembering now as im struggling with strong urges again.
I had a peek at some explicit material, which only lasted a rew moments but i am still reseting the counter because i want to keep an accurate score of my progress. I will be trying to listen to more audio bible daily going forwards. Maybe trying to listen to the bits from the daily reading challenge, as i am struggling to find time to read them at each days end
I was taken out of activities for a couple of hours today, my car battery died so I spent a while waiting for my brother to bring a spare. Fortunately i was local. I want to apologize to @user1234567890 and @Believe_100 because i have forgotten to keep up with your diarys so i am catching up now. Ill also try to post more.
No harm done brother, I know that you can’t be here every day so just take your time.
Same here! I know you’re busy, and there’s nothing wrong with that . We’re still here for you!
Thanks guys! I will try to keep up though as it’s nice to know how everyone is doing! It helps me to keep my prayers up to date too.