I am feeling disgusted to fap,even though when I’m aroused. I feel like I’m demeaning my soul by wasting previous bodily fluids into washroom. I’m really looking for a pu**y to discharged my sperms. Is this kind of feelings Ok to get for a 24 years old virgin who never ever kissed a girl ?
Don’t call me creepy. My soul is getting purified days by days,I hate pornography now a lot, don’t fap to woman now. Don’t stare at woman in public. Slowly but steadily I’m getting my self esteem back…