I’m past my 70 day streak and very happy with it, of course. I never had uncontrollable urges in the process. I mean, of course it wasn’t easy! But I never felt it uncontrollable.
However, in the last days I felt often like watching P or simply M without P. I have the impression that it was something I liked, almost like a hobby one really enjoy and I’m somehow missing it.
Especially today I feel a lot like watching and/or M, but I know that’s against everything I went for all this time. But I kinda forgot the big benefits I can have without M. I guess being my birthday today also makes it an excuse to act it out.
Could you guys please refresh my mind to keep me on track?
At the end of the day any earthly thing will never fulfill your desires. Place your treasure in God and your heart will follow. You can’t get enough of what you think you want. Don’t go back. Please. It’s not fun being here. Enjoy life. It’s too short to even think about going back. Keep going. And don’t even think about going back
I agree with @Finding_Myself. I honestly have not made it past 13 days, but when I’m on that streak I feel like a legitimate king. Your brain will do everything it can to trick you into relapsing. NoFap is new and uncomfortable so your brain tries to trick you into going back to what it knows rather than what it is afraid of. You can do this.
