Hey there @Vk03.
It’s not pmo, this is sadly all you.
I was also stuck like not being good enough etc. But I opened my eyes and realised that this my own fault.
Why? The choices we make are so important, we become lazy and want everything to happen for us as we don’t really wanna work for it.
In case yes guys are gonna say it is because porn makes it easier to “have sex” as you get the pleasure out of it since you are just fapping along and don’t have to get that girl that you see on screen.
But important who put that scene on your screen?
Was it your phone who spontaneously just opened to that site? Was it your phone’s choice to do it?
Nope, thats all you!
You say open to any job and learn quick etc.
But later you say the exact opposite, don’t wanna learn etc. And just be a “normal candidate” .
Whose fault is it? YOUR OWN.
I know I am very blunt here, but it is time you are starting to realise what your choices are doing to you.
Do you have a plan? Do you have a dream? ( I guess not as you are unhappy with your situation and to scared to fight again)
YOU no matter how smart or special you view yourself have to be smart and start planning and start building yourself up and view the potential and start evaluating what you can achieve and plan towards it. Otherwise this might still stay in your future in being :
That guy who still falls behind
That guy not getting a promotion
That guy that still faps and wishes he has a girlfriend.
Etc. At the end of it all stuck as this loser of a guy.
What you should start to do is to believe in yourself envision a plan for yourself and stop comparing you with other’s as you’ll stay stuck and wonder if you’ll reach that job or skill level or pay.
Rather work your ass off to reach those skills, to reach that goals see yourself as that winner you wanna be as he is the only true competition is to be the better you today then you were yesterday!
Plan and shift your thoughts in a different direction and yes you can do this plan around your obsticals and WORK for that job. Don’t wait otherwise it will never happen!
Good luck and stay strong and awesome