Sharing code b51143f
Current streak - 0 days
Highest streak - 10 days
Age - 27
Gender - M
Location - MA
So today I woke up early, made coffee and played some video games til about 10:00AM. About that time my girlfriend came down and announced she was taking the pupper out with friends for the day.
Empty house? Immediately I felt the tinge I always took advantage of in the past. I’d go up to my office and PMO. I fought that urge for about half an hour before the “fuck it” thoughts went through my head. I went upstairs, logged into my go-to website, and immediately closed it. I said no, there’s a million other things to do today and I’ll be happier doing them without shame and regret over my bizarre fantasies. After a show I was watching the night before happened to trigger my fetish with a short scene I’d tossed and turned for an hour before passing out. I was feeling the urge really bad- especially after my second time going 5 days in probably 16 years. I was really, really feeling it.
So i went outside, mowed the lawn, and spent the afternoon in the grass doing yard work. I felt good. Still do. Got the grill going, and I’m feeling really relaxed. I will not fail.
Thanks to anyone who reads this.