I defeat the goddess of pleasure while i am conscious but in my dreams i am a Loser. I masturbate in my dreams, i watch porn in my dreams, i have sex in my dreams… they are so weird. Example : i repent in my dreams after i relapse in a dream. I do sex in open public… in front of my wife in dreams… sometimes i am half awake and confused in sleep and found myself thrusting in blanket so fucking weird and dangerous.
I want to take care of myself even in my dreams but for now i find myself a slave in my dreams while i am awake i can easily make fool of this pleasure goddess … i got the weapons but i am so weak in my dreams… why ?
Some say when you force yourself on some things and deep down you want them… these things comes in your dreams so basicaly your subconscious mind make them into reality in dreams… i am yet to explore my other levels of mind… thats why i am on hard mode… to take control over my subconscious mind… i am a conquerer… i am coming… beware.