Today I again relapsed after 3 days. I watched my favourite sfm porn but I didn’t feel any horniness. Then I relapsed I didn’t feel really pleased. I didn’t feel empty as well. I didn’t feel as I relapsed,I didn’t feel any good or bad. But one thing I felt. I felt porn was boring.
Edit : Now I feel like an idiot ! Wasting my 3 days streak. It’s 3rd time in this month already. 8 days passed 3 days I relapsed. SHIT, I’m going to buy some basic mobile.
i feel you mae have gone though this a coupleties myself
HOWEVER i think it is great that your impulse was to share this.
it means your keeping up your awaerness maybe nexttime you will be able to share it before wathcing porn or quit doing so. you doing this shows that you ahve the capacity for more:)
best wishes on your streak to 3days tahn to 8 days and beyond
Go on and hit 30 days then and keep grinding.
It might be true that you didn’t feel for porn but one can’t ever be cocky. If you think nofap is altogether too easy, find something else that’s a challenge for you.
This is what we usually say after relapsing to console ourselves. By saying this one feels that even one has relapsed, atleast he is not attracted to porm anymore and its a huge progress for him.
But the reality is, it’s just an illusion. U will feel this multiple time after relapsing.
U will also feel this when u will have 30+ days streak and u enter flatline. U will feel no attraction towards women. U will look at them as they are- A human being.