I think fapping is a pleasurable experience. Although it’s fun, I realized I’m not where I want to be in life. I just turned 26 on the eighteenth. Life is passing me by. I work at a crap retail job. I don’t have my driver’s license yet (my driver’s test is at the end of the month). I’m grudging along a Penn foster electrician course. I still live with my Mom and siblings.
I’m no longer worried about finding love. I want to seek self love and approval of myself. I enjoy being alone with myself and my thoughts. I came to a conclusion that fapping is a distraction.
I want to succeed in life. I believe in reincarnation, but I need to succeed and be successful in this current life.
I just needed to vent.