You know what … specially i am frustated of this semen retention
If i do semen retention then i dont feel good
And i also never liked to do pmo
I have so many other problems in life
You know today i relapsed while thinking how long i have to suffer like this
What is happening with me
Its enong mother fuccking enough
How long i will have to suffer this
I want to crack a huge exam
But what the mother fuccking huge exam i will crack
I want to beat my self
I want to give hard punches on my face unit every thing breaks like my nose and ears and my brain
I dont know what the mother fuccking sin i have done in my life that life is troubling me like this
I dont know how much i have to cry
Mother fuccking tears never stops from my eyes mother fuccker
No body comes to tell me any solution also
Every thing i have in my life
All luxury and every thing
Then also my mother fuccking life is fuccking me so hard
I really have failed to understand this life
I wanted to understamd this muther fuccking life but i cant even understand it
How long this will happen
How long i have to suffer
I just want to join any religios person
I want to get free from this mother fuccking life
I want to give my self to God
That God who is troubling me
Mother fuccking life mother fuccker mother fukking ass whole life ediot mutther fuccker
I dont want to live now