This is not related to PMO,or even close to it. Yesterday I got the news that I have been rejected from getting my dream job. I had made very big dream associated with that job, I wanted to badly get into that job. But God has no plan for me,I was rejected
It broke my heart so much that I literally felt the pain in my chest,and as a result of which I didn’t able to sleep last night.
I’m in mid 20s ,and I don’t have a job at my hand now. Sometimes I curse my life and my addiction to m**. While in college days, I used to fantasize a lot about s** , although I don’t have had any gf.
I was crazy as lunatic,I didn’t utilise my time properly and now I am paying the price for it.
Guys of my age has job or is in good relationship,their gf posts their well wishes in social media, hugging their bf or kissing him.
I’m on other hand,no one wishes me on my birthday except 2 to 3 close male friends
I wish I had understood my situation at that time. Also I am preparing for govt jobs,and this pandemic has messed up everything,no new notifications are being published.
I wish I had utilised my time in getting a gf and invested myself into studies.
It’s not that I’m desiring for a girl now, infact I think no girl deserve me
All I want to say who r in college, don’t waste your time in watching shitty things,go out and make friends, be it girls or boys. Up skill yourself so that companies will fight for you to hire,not you have to fight to get into
Plz help me
I’m literally begging for your help
This is the community where I can open up myself openly