I appreciate it. I already relapsed twice (why the f*ck did I do that), but ima still continue
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Thanks.
I only wish I could attract more attractive people to me. Thank you anyways.
Another bloody day has come on gone, leaving me to waste, and another dark cycle has come to haunt me. āApril is the cruelest month,ā as the great TS Eliot once said. A man and a figure whom I can never be.
I spent another day in deep dark depression and itās all my fault. I deserve to suffer. I see everyone else as a better person than me. I hate myself. I hate my existence and I hate that I still breathe this bloody air only to sigh out toxic fumes of negativity.
I cannot save myself as Iām stuck in another day of repeating the same mistakes. And just recently for lent, I gave up on hating myself. And now as the new spring is here, here I am hating myself. Iām a failure, a loser, and I just hate myself. I would be more than happy to fight myself to the death. I would be more than happy to punish myself for even existing. I have no purpose, no time, no talent to show anything.
I already spoke to some people about my feelings. And no one seems to care. Why would they? Iām just a pile of garbage. A waste of skin. A cliche. Just look at this post; I AM a cliche.
Iām a coward because I cannot do anything to cool myself because it would be crime or unbecoming of me. Sometimes I scare myseld because I sometimes feel no different than the killers out there. They atleast have the courage to do unspeakable things, where as Iām a coward because Iām a afraid of punishment. I suppose thatās why I rrally a hollow man. I am nothing.
I was born alone, I live alone, and by God i will die alone. To those of you who read this and are sickened by my post, shame me. Mock me. Insult me. Do your worst as I am a poor excuse of a person. I shouldnāt be alive when there are other people around this poor excuse of a world who deserve better than me.
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Have you not seen how many people care?, nobody is nothingā¦
Except me. I am nothing.
If you are to believe that
Life will not give you anythingā¦
Yaaā¦ I also live aloneā¦and there are some things that I can relate with you. And you are right nobody cares about you unless you are doing something important. I always want to have the hottest chick in my bed. But that is not happening and I donāt blame myself instead I blame my present circumstances. Hereās the good part I can always change the circumstances by becoming the best version of me and the right person will show up . Just keep swimming and keep swimming. 
P.s. I will always support you brother. You can talk about anything with me. I m here ā¦
Life gives me nothing regardless
I already tried dping that for lent. And here I am, repeating the past. Iām cursed to do this over and over and over again.
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Hey why donāt you try commenting on other post , you will find tons of post here. Also throw in some motivating thoughts that you can think of from your heart .if you are finding hard to motivate yourself atleast try motivating others . Try it atleast one ,see if that makes you feel better. 
It wonāt. Itāll only make me feel worse. If be doing more harm than good. If I canāt motivate myself, then what makes me think Iād be able to help anyone else? Iād only be poisoning their mind with negativity.
Broā¦I am not just giving you false sympathy.
I was just like you one year ago, Completely disaapointed with my life, but now things have completely changed.
I just want two hours from of your life and these can be completely changing.
May be you will not believe me and you will think that just like everything you have done on others advice, this one will also not work. It may work or it may not work. But please just give it a try with āHONESTYā . Just giving three more hours with even a small probability of changing whole life is an excellent bet. But remember you have to be honest with yourself.
So just look this video- life changing seminar by sandeep maheshwari. I know it is hard to believe but Trust me this video has changed the lives of millions.
Video link-
https://youtu.be/GsY4E6iyVYg
And if you can understand hindi please watch this one also.
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I appreciate it, but I donāt have time for a 2 hour lecture when I have a lot of things going on in my life.
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I understand you because I have gone through the same phase. But trust me what it only takes to change your life is just making a decision that āI want to improveā. And just like you said many things are going on in your life, so just like that this video can also go on. No need to watch it full at one time. Just take out 15 minutes a day. It will take only 8 days.But the effect it can have is to change the way you would be living all the days in your life.
Remeber journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step, and you will have to take a step if you really want to improve your life.
Rest is your choice.
Intersting, but very long, I worry that he is just a motivational speaker, speaking about positive thinking, change mindset like almost every motivational speaker.
Two hours is way too long, maybe those simple ideas could be explained in a few lines.
Could you do that for me?lol I am interested but I donāt to waste two hours of my life.
If the overall ideas are intersting I will watch it
First of all, I would like to tell you that he is not a motivational speaker by profession. He is the owner and founder of imagesbazaar.com, worldās largest company of indian images. And he is doing all these motivational and inspirational seminars to inspire and help those who want to do something in their life and, that too free of cost. Even his youtube channel is non-monetised despite having millions of views.
And he is not just like other motivational speakers. Watch his video and you will feel the difference.
And yes if you can understand hindi you can start with his other short videos, and if you donāt understand hindi, just take a bet by risking only 10-15 minutes per day to the above mentioned video. Even if you donāt find anything useful, your time given for watching it will not be wasted, as it will guaranteed make you smile throughout the video. Just take it like you are watching a movie. Think how much time you have wasted watching porn or doing unnecessary things.
I cant guarantee that you will be extremely delighted, but yes I can guarantee that you will not be disappointed.
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So far I have watched one hour, and there is an idea that I really like.
Itās every thing is easy, doing this is easy, finding new clients is easy, playing guitar is easy(the power if the intention) ā¦
Your were right, it was time well spent, I am going to watch the rest soon.
Thanks man
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I watched the whole video yesterdayā¦ it was great
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Except the hindi partā¦ i understood everything he was sayingā¦ and yes if u think itās easy itās very easy. This actually worksā¦
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I can relate on you on this a bit too.
I am just repeating the same mistake over and over. And the sad part is that I can accept this and I can not accept this.
Half of me says it is okay, just do better next time.
Another half says, hey you sh*t, you must do better.
Maybe I just overthinking this, or not? Maybe I am just tired from trying as much I am tired from this PMO shi*.
But one thing is for sure, I must forget this PMO and move on with my life. This is the real challenge. Gotta keeping trying until it works somehow.
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