watching porn in the past noticed; i had a lot of insecurities about myself
and instead of addressing my insecurities… porn made it more obvious what they were.
and when i meet girls in the real world even though they were into me - somehow i would end up projecting my insecurities to them.
Almost like i had a big sign that said hey look at me…can you see what i see, why are you into me.
My insecurities were that i felt i was too fat
and that i was not that perfect looking…
But with that said i no longer have these Insecurities because i found out that i can change these things
Im no longer fat; I’m slimming down and losing weight
I thought that i was 3gly but i just had to take better care of myself and my hygiene
plus i was going to puberty so i find that I’m becoming more and more handsome as I better myself #Ugly duckling
what i wanted to say though is
TO THE GIRLS ON HERE MY SISTERS
you are beautiful your own way, the world standard of beauty is wrong. there are many guys in the world who are into small or big in any size. no matter what shape you are, you will fit in some lucky guys heart (perfect fit 4 sure)
IF YOU DO GET PLASTIC SURGERY to me you will look like another girl on tv- not the girl i fell in love with and besides everytime you look in the mirror you will always see your real self(soul) the self that instead of loving and accepting you decided to hate
TO MY BROTHERS
you can’t change your height
but you can change everything else
how much assets and cash you have
your physique @gym plus eating right
and last but not least your 3rd leg whether its big or Small
be happy with what you have and learn to love your self bro
there’s many things you can do in the bedroom if you feel like your lacking plus you can always learn
LAST BUT NO LEAST PLEASE LOVE YOURSELF A LITTLE MORE/ SELF LOVE/ SAY NO TO SELF HATE
if you can’t love your self how can you love another
Learn to love and be confident and strong in your own skin. your going to be in this body until the day you die, might as well start treating your body right #king # Queen keep your head up