I don’t know why I choose to listen to mistery song that makes my tires go on but it’s fine … I will not only the best need that this words or remission that I put my hope to hear from someone , I hate this unknowing about ( it’s your choice and he let you go ) 
why there are not a second chance …
But believe me " my friend " I know this pain to give yourself all
( masterbation improve this )
it’s over , it’s completely enough , I will survive and I will pray
The change that I see at my second day (yesterday ) it’s my skin I see that it’s better … 
I don’t know but thanks guys for your caring about my words … Thanks that when feel something like this I don’t find better than to talk about it . 