I read some diary posts here and I am interested in doing something similar. We goats need to be heard too, you know.
Very very bad day. I have like six days of feeling like goat in a slaughterhouse. Its not good. And lets talk about those mood changes. I am diagnosed with dysthymia so I think Nofap has some weird influence about my mood stabilization. Maybe it’s good maybe it’s bad who knows.
I struggled with the decision to go to university and study psychology next year. I have no idea what to do in life a part from that. Writing books that’s what I want (No idea why though) all my goat life but now with the university possibility? Jesus, this is a one big trigger to avoid deciding and go for porn.
So moods are trying to kill me. My goals in life are shifting rapidly per minute. I have a STRONG desire to watch some kinky stuff and throw it all away. And I am lonely as a goat can be.
So here you have it. Completely bitching diary log. I hope it will get better.