Pheww a sigh of relief.
I thought I might get banned for this .
Pheww a sigh of relief.
I thought I might get banned for this .
@Ash_Matt bro give the whole thing a listen! I think youβll love it just like I did!the lyrics hit hard!
You bozos make me laugh my ass off, would love to learn so some shit from you dope ass Boisπ
my pleasure.
Though I am enthralled that I am able to make so many people laugh now, I was not the sharpest tool in terms of sense of humour back in college and school, no fap OP. I am awesome nowπ
Yo dude itβs fire, my honour has been restored
Quickly checked in. Not a good day. Not really productive either.
Flame on
Vincit qui se vincit.
@Ash_Matt brother please open this thread
I started feeling urges when stopped writing.
Please open it so that I can type in free times. Thank you brother.
Iβm sorry I let you down ;-;
Good day; not very productive but not bad either. Unfortunately @anon65589122 and @Alpaco relapsed today. Finally did an intense workout after nearly 2 weeks of not doing it thanks to exams. Iβm dead but loving it.
Flame on
Vincit qui se vincit.
Only one cold shower today. have some work to do so will sleep late.
Today was not a great day. First, I had an erotic dream (not a wet dream but it was not good) and after that I saw some NSFW content becuase someone on a nofap server posted a porn site on the chat. Iβm not counting it as a relapse because it disgusted me and I closed it instead of wanting to see more. But yeah, still down. Not a great day either.
Finally worked out again (different muscle groups this time) and itβs killing me so I like it. I bulked up over the last two weeks so itβs time to make some more muscle.
Flame on
Vincit qui se vincit.
Do you, by any chance, know where the guy who posted NSFW lives? I just wanna talk to him.
@Alpaco Thanks man. It was on another server and I reported him to the mods. Thanks though. Good talk
Not a good day. Lots of things happened that I would not have preferred to happen. Feeling depressed.
Thought of sleeping late and relaxing.
But you know what?
Iβm waking up at 4. Screw tiredness. Iβm working. No oneβs interested in a sob story. Iβll rise above. Screw feelings. Imma work.
Iβm depressed. So what? Donβt give a damn. Iβll feel better when Iβm done.
Last time (my 77 day streak) it was under similar conditions that I relapsed. Like real bad conditions.
Possibly worse conditions now. But PMO is not even a damn option that even crossed my mind.
Good night.
Flame on
Vincit qui se vincit
yo @Ash_Matt , try setting your goals very low, only for a day to check if you are really interested in your work.
When you donβt do your work even when the bar is low, you are genuinely not liking what you are doing.
If you happen to coax yourself to do it, then you want to do but your mind is illicit in the nature.
If you do it with ease, well congratulations, itβs a habit now.
I tried this and it worked well.
It will give you a break and also make you rest easy with losses.
It isnβt sunshine all the time, the sun rises only when the moon sets.
Try this for once and you will like it, definitely worked me .
Thanks man today I didnβt work a lot, took a break. Felt better. Good idea.
@Samaranjay like I said, screw my feelings. Yesterday I felt like I was depressed and today Iβm happy. Feelings are important, but not all important.
Youβre right β¦
Iβll update properly in a bit. As of now, taking @Samaranjay 's advice for public accountability Iβll not go to sleep till I finish these 30 goals below:
Damn when did I give that ? My first post on my diary?
Nah man. You said to make goals and do everyone was saying βI will study X hours todayβ so like that these are my goals.
(Came here for a break. Off again!)
Nice nice, donβt mess up your routine for goals though .