I thought this was easy, I thought no fap was simple.
was I overconfident, did I put my head up too high?
It hurts
I feel like I’m fighting against my own very being, my own DNA just to not relapse.(almost like im denying myself)
i want victory, ■■■■ has taken a lot of my emotions and joy. i should have never said that ill stop my addiction in new Year’s every year.
DAY 11
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