I want to make a confession about my private life. Due to my fapping addiction my family life got into chaos. Where to start this…
• Due to fapping i couldnt provide my wife the care & love she deserves.
• i was unable to take her out for a dinner, she had to do her shopping alone. I was a dick.
• i couldnt love her with full emotions. My emotions were hijacked by fap. I was an unromantic person. I almost snacthed smile from her face. She started having bad moodes because of me.
• i was so agitated that i took her jokes as an insult to me. I even sometimes slaped her because of my frustration. A gentleman turned into a beast because of porn.
• Later on due to my cold reactions & relapses she was depressed. She often cries & wanted to go to pschatrist. I send her home so that she might find some happiness with her family. The move worked.
She prayed for my wellness & i kept on fapping. So shameful of me. I was a bad husband & father
Today is my 30th day on hard mode and emotions have come back to a twisted zombie. I want my wife & children back. I am going to take them. I will love & care for them like a good husband & father
I WILL GIVE MY LIFE JUST TO SEE THEM SMILE AGAIN, NOFAP FOREVER FOR LIFE