I want to make a confession about my private life. Due to my fapping addiction my family life got into chaos. Where to start this…
• Due to fapping i couldnt provide my wife the care & love she deserves.
• i was unable to take her out for a dinner, she had to do her shopping alone. I was a dick.
• i couldnt love her with full emotions. My emotions were hijacked by fap. I was an unromantic person. I almost snacthed smile from her face. She started having bad moodes because of me.
• i was so agitated that i took her jokes as an insult to me. I even sometimes slaped her because of my frustration. A gentleman turned into a beast because of ■■■■.
• Later on due to my cold reactions & relapses she was depressed. She often cries & wanted to go to pschatrist. I send her home so that she might find some happiness with her family. The move worked.
She prayed for my wellness & i kept on fapping. So shameful of me. I was a bad husband & father Today is my 30th day on hard mode and emotions have come back to a twisted zombie. I want my wife & children back. I am going to take them. I will love & care for them like a good husband & father I WILL GIVE MY LIFE JUST TO SEE THEM SMILE AGAIN, NOFAP FOREVER FOR LIFE
Man… I can’t imagine what you have went through in your life… You are doing great man, just I would say keep going… Please don’t break your streak, it would not only demotivate you but also us.
NO FAP FOREVER… LETZ ALL SHOUT AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS… NO-FAP FOREVER .
You need professional help because I don’t think you understand the real extent in Wich you abused off your wife, and is just going to keep happening again and again whenever you relapse.
Sad story but I am wondering why do you watch ■■■■ when you have a wife? I mean, Fapping is mostly done by single teenagers like me lol and not for grown ups whonhave a wife/girlfriend I think. ( I don’t have any GF and NF is a struggle for me) ;_; xD
Anyways good luck in future.
Agreed. It has no age restrictions. I don’t have a family either but I’m def past teen years (34) and just starting to really deal with porn as an issue. It’s been a running problem through 3 different relationships and i didn’t want to recognize it as a problem. Thought i had a handle on it. No one has a handle on something that’s been programmed for over 25 years. Its def better as when I’m in a relationship; it cuts down but it used to be really bad. Even daily though at one point when in a past relationship.
Now it was down to a couple times a week, but my current gf found out and shit hit the fan, even though we’re great and sex life great. She looks at it as cheating, so found this and been 61 days ‘clean.’
I’m new to this board and glad i found it. Sorry, not trying to hijack thread. Just wanted to share.
No matter what you say, A generous person in heart will never do such thing to his loved one. You are just diverting the blame to nofap. Why don’t you ask yourself if it’s just the hard mode or the isolation since your wife left you that made your weak soul be needy for her genuine love once again?
I’m just trying to tell you that there’s a person’s character that needs a refinement other than fap addiction! I wish you all the luck for you buddy. May peace find your life.
Thanks for your love.
You are saying true i am too selfish & self centred. I dont give a shit about others.
The emotion of LOVE is lacking in me. I am too drowned in my drugs, too sleepy all the time. I am sick of my life man… nofap has shown me a Light of hope in this dark cave of hell. Slowly & slowly i am pulling myself out of this cave. I am crawling like a serpent.
I get no control on my emotions sometimes. When i am weak i get furious… i am a sick boy trying his best to shake the past & live with positive thoughts & emotions. I want to spread love in all directions but first Love has to blossom into myself
