Day 15 check in
Need to turn my mind off
Day 10 today
I feel nothing
All i have been feeling is anxiety
Thinking negatively
And crying unnecessarily
Last night had urge to relapse(do m@$)
But i said i didnt want to lose anymore time to gain confidence and actually know who i am and what i am
So i didnt relapse…
And i wont relapse
Thats all
That was brave man. I too am feeling more emotions than I am used to.
Loneliness, Frustration, Self Anger, but also Excitement, Conraderie, and Peace
We are choosing to live which means we are choosing to feel all of it - the good and the bad
Day 15 Check in - I’m proud of my change in momentum.
Even though it was 5 months ago I decided that this habit would no longer be a part of my personality, I’m only 15 days sober. I’m proud of my trajectory but still need to put in the work to stabilize
Day 16 Check in
Self Anger for time wasted on YouTube and Netflix triggering myself on my work computer
Added blockers
Gonna work for my company and earn my paycheck with the rest of my day
Remote work makes reforming difficult because it is isolating in nature
Longest streak 50🫶
Here we go again
Relapsed,
i haven’t watched any .mp4s (poem) videos in the last 50 days and i won’t watch any in the future either.
Although there is no reset in that case .
I will keep that no watching .mp4s videos streak going forever
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I don’t do Fapping … I do only sex with my partner… but still I feel like fapping after Sex … What to do is there any solution for this problem… Already I completed my 90 days hardmode.
if you did not have an “O” during “play time” and you relapsed* then it is okay, there is no problem. it will be fine after some time, but do not watch poem videos for dash dash, poem is the problem.
this will also be considered in relapse
Sex considered relapse?
I hope i’m not too late to join in on this?
DAY 20💪
Sharing code: 4l1len
I check in everyday?
Your new journey will start only after 50 days. I think you will make a comeback.
2024-08-23T18:30:00Z
Day 47 check in
It’s day 1 for me
Wishing luck
Day 1 let’s go
20 characters
Day 23 Check In
Didn’t starty day off with YouTube or Netflix - feel great to no start the day with an escape
Sharing code: fhfjhj
Current Progress: Day 7
Highest Streak: 17 Days
First time reaching this milestone after joining this challege. All thanks to the almighty. Alhamdulillah!
@debellator
i request you to make this document editable for everyone so that anyone can add their name after completing the challenges.