The message was a little depressing thatās why I added a bit of humour 
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Badappan hai bhai tumhara. You are quite tall already. Sab accha ho jayega bhai, hausla rakho. 
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Keep up that light hearted spirit. Especially in these situations. God will help you. I am sure.
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make your mom proud 
i will pray for her recovery. She is strong because she faught major illness in the past also.
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Are you doing this now? How was your exams?
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Another year has passed, and as much as I remember, it started with a Monday, giving me hope for a fresh start. But in the end, I managed to waste it. Goodbye, 2024! This year has been one of the toughest for me. I learned harsh truths, faced numerous problems, and failed miserably in everything I tried. I even got into a fight with my parents, which led to me barely talking to them unless absolutely necessary. I regret those fights deeply.
Looking back, I feel like I ended up being nothing more than a joke. But thatās the past. As of now, I have a lot to accomplish and many goals to achieve. This is my final year in school, and after this, my school life will come to an end. I cannot afford to waste any more time. Right now, I feel completely unpreparedāI canāt even pass Class 11 with good grades if the exams were to start today. My syllabus is incomplete, and I havenāt started studying seriously yet.
My exams begin on February 14th, and I need to put in my maximum effort to secure good marks. To add to the challenge, I have pending work that needs to be completed. On top of that, my tourism subject requires me to complete an unpaid internship of at least 80 hours to earn 25 marks out of 50, which my teacher will assess. Iāve already submitted the consent form, and the internship is expected to start in 5-6 days.
My mother was admitted to the hospital on January 2nd. Today is January 3rd, and I hope she recovers soon. My grandmother and sister are staying with her, while my dad and younger brother visit her to bring anything she needs.
At school, remedial classes are running until January 10th, and winter vacation will follow from January 10th to 15th. I plan to use that time to study seriously. If all goes well, Iāll begin solving previous yearsā question papers by February 1st. To get into a good college, I need very high marks. For that, Iāve decided to aim for at least 50 out of 80 in every subject. More would be ideal, but anything less is unacceptable.
Lately, Iāve been struggling with self-discipline. Iāve been relapsing almost daily and have even downloaded inappropriate content on my phone, including joining groups on Instagram that share such material. I know this is harmful, and I need to delete it all and stay focused. I cannot afford to waste another year like I did in 2024. This year is critical for preparing myself for entrance exams and the challenges ahead.
On Sundays, Iāve started playing football with friends in the morning. Two weeks ago, we found out that the ground we play on belongs to a football club. A coach approached us and offered to let us participate in a tournament free of cost. He even promised to provide jerseys, shoes, and a football if we played well. During the conversation, he asked if we watched Indian football matches. Everyone, including me, said no. We admitted we only knew foreign players like MbappĆ©, Ronaldo, and Messi. Hearing this, the coach introduced us to two senior players who had represented India internationally. He encouraged us to follow their example and asked us to share our sizes for jerseys. Unfortunately, I skipped last Sunday. To be honest, Iāve never watched or followed football before and have only recently started playing. I can only go as a substitute in the match, and even thatās not guaranteed. Iām now thinking of buying a football to practice and improve my skills.
This year, my goals are crystal clear. I need to prepare for entrance exams, improve my reaction speed, speech, listening, and decision-making abilities, and stop wasting time sleeping excessively. To address these issues, Iāve started playing offline games like Ninja Arashi 2 to sharpen my mind. If you know any other games that could help, please let me know. I also plan to buy a plastic ball to practice reaction drills, do speaking practice, meditate regularly, and work out to improve my physical health and diet.
Letās see what the future holds. I just hope I can remain consistent and disciplined throughout the year.
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Jujutsu Kaisen: Cursed Clash
Jujutsu Kaisen: Phantom Parade
And the cursed game Iām running here: Jujutsu Kaisen.
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Not a challenge but a game to enhance dicision making capabilities and reaction speed 
! Bro is promoting his challenge 
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Tomorrow on 4th January 2025 around 10pm I got to know my mother died! She died a very painful death, she was living with that much pain we canāt believe that we failed to see through her my sister told us some things described in her report and that was horrible also till now I somehow controled my self from crying
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I am speechless. I am just here, feeling sorry. I wished she saw you one last time. You donāt deserve such pain, she did not deserve to die like that. I donāt know how you have maintained your composure till now. This is such a Big loss 
Being strong does not mean you should not cry okay. Donāt let it become your weakness. I hope you express your pain. We are a family here. 
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Brother, losing your mother is a deep wound. Itās a deep cut. The pain youāre carrying, itās heavy. My deepest sympathies for the loss of your mother. Donāt hold back your tears brother. Let them flow. This isnāt weakness, itās an honor to her memory.
Carry her lessons, her love and let it fuel you to become a man sheās proud of. Lean on your brotherhood. Lean on us. Lean on me. You were never alone. And youāll never be.
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What to say brother
No words can describe the grief you are going through
Having to witness the untimely demise of your beloved mother is the most painful thing a boy of your age can undergo
I canāt even fathom the emotions you might be going through
God canāt be so cruel 
Your mother is always with you brother
I am deeply sorry for your unexplainable loss.
Surely No words from my side can heal the deep wound you have now
But I just want to say one thing
Your mother wanted to see you succeed
You need to work hard and achieve All India Rank in Your class 12 board exams next year
This will make your mother happy in heaven
Your mother lived for you
Now its time you sacrifice your entire life for your mother, work hard and succeed
Sending you lots of support and hugs and tears my dear
May this be the last grief u will ever face in life
Praying for you from my side
I bow down to your boldness and calmness
You are so strong
May you share your grief with me
I will be there for you to see you succeed
May your mother rest in peace
I am with you dear be strong like you always are
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Sorry to hear that brother. Weāll are here if you need anything , lord gives you strength and courage to proceed ahead. God bless
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My condolences bhai , may her soul rest in peace
You are a strong man . Let the pain come out with those tears .
No motivation and words can make you feel better atm but remember she is with you , she is watching your actions , listening the words you speak , she and her blessings are always with you , Ik you will make her feel proud ! God bless you bhai , we are here for you.
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This too shall pass
Worst things happen to sweetest people
And you are the sweetest person i have ever seen in my life
God is giving you pain to test your patience
He knows you are strong and you will rise above this grief too
Give me a virtual hug
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I got to know about this from a whatsapp group today morning. I was going for work so didnāt get anytime till now.
This is what I consider you, and this is what I referred to you as I was leaving the forum few months ago. 
So as soon as I got that news, I left my commitment of not coming here and all aside and came here to check on you.
Brother, I hope God gives you all the strength to overcome this situation. Also, this month I aināt going to ask anything to God because I told him this monthās prayers will be for you.
You have my telegram and whenever you feel like contacting, just ping me. I will reply as soon as I see your msg. And if you need some financial assistance, I can make a small contribution, donāt worry.
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sorry for your loss bro. God knows what are you going through mentally rn! may her soul rest in peace!
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No doubt he sees you as his big bro too. Respect for making the call to return. Stick by his side, he definitely needs you.
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I am so so sorry for this deep loss, ur mother was a brave person and so are you. i feel like somewhere the void stays. and so does the pain. its your mother, you could never forget the time you spent with her and all the beautiful memories, but you learn to get along with it and cope up this is such a tough time for you. i am so sorry and may your mom rest in peace. I donāt even know how to even guide you through this pain, its so difficult to get over this. please stay strong 
ā¦ If you need any form of help I am here for you
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Hey, I see that youāre really hurting right now. Losing a loved one is incredibly tough, and itās okay to cry and feel this pain. Remember, youāre not alone in this. If you want to talk about your mom or share memories of her, We are here to listen. We can support each other through this difficult time. May Allah grant her peace and comfort your heart.
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