You’re right bro, i had been struggling for years in order to block pornography from my phone and everytime i relied on my will and said that i won’t inactive porn blockers, but then found myself watching porn.
For 2 years, i have been downloading every single porn blocker app, but eventually everytime deactivating it because i was lying to myself and always left a way for myself to deactivate these apps.
Until one day, when i realised that i am really addicted to porn like any other drug and that i should not rely on my will alone if it is very easy go access porn. Hence, i took a final decision that i am not going to watch porn anymore in my whole life and that i will be taking real actions to do that. I did a new email that i don’t remember with a password of more than 30 letters and numbers and downloaded porn blockers using this new mail (Qustodio and kaspersky safe kids), then written it down on a piece of paper and put paper in a place that is veryy hard for me to reach, at least i need hours to reach it, so in this time my urge would have gone. Then with time i started to block every single app that was a trigger for me, including all social media, and play store… and every app using a very difficult pass.
So here i am, after taking that final decision i was able to block porn, which was the main trigger to MO for me. However, you can’t stop here, you should also make many other actions: you should start to focus on your future, to make real changes in your life, to invest all your energy in healthy hobbies or interests, and most importantly to find support, which is provided mainly by this app.
You can make it bro, we’ve all been there, take that final decision and follow it up with life-changing actions.