Drago's journey (24 M)

Day 3
I started Seeing porn when I was in 6th std. My friend showed it to me .then the curiosity to explore porn grew until I was addicted and it ruined my life.
Watching porn made me pedophile. I touched the vagina of my brothers daughter when she was 3years old… I was in 9th grade… And also touched a girls thigh who was in 1st grade when I was in 7th grade …
I also used to masturbate using hand showers,when I thought that masturbating with hand is bad,just wasting my semen, I was was such a jerk…
Has anyone masturbated in college toilet? I have,such a loser I was…have you masturbated in your hostel where your friend lives in same room? I have, that too one time I forgot to close the door!! such a jerk, if anyone had Seen ,all my self-esteem would have gone fucked up, sometimes I think that someone has seen me masturbating in the hostel… Such a loser…i have also masturbated in my hostel toilet,what a pathetic man. I have masturbated to girls who respect me so much and if they found out what I was doing, fapping to them, that would disappoint them so much, they would not talk to me again with the respect they have for me, such a pathetic mind was that.
I also believed in the myth that fapping makes you taller…
i was caught in cyber café while viewing porn.Due to masturbation I was failing in exams. Once I tried having sex with my cousin sisters.I would fantasize about all my sisters and aunties. I did many bad things. It did so many nasty things which I shouldn’t have done. I was a couch potato. I was without any direction.on one cared about my opinion. I was not good looking, because I was lazy. I was very negative about my life. I have too much social anxiety, I cannot talk to my relatives. I could not concentrate on my exams. I am a big loser because of pmo. I could have been better If I didn’t pmo in my life.
Now I realize that pmo is ruining my life.
I did nothing good with my life till now. I could not stand for anything in my life. I was a loser. I Was scared of all people.
I think my whole family is a pmo addict.
I wish my friends had not shown me any porn. I fell so angry about my friends. I couldn’t protect my family from anything. I am a burden to my family. So I want to quit pmo. And start a healthy life.
I can overcome this problem with this app and through the grace of God.
Code : hy2c5r
From today no por* audio, video, games, gifs, photos, books, sexting.

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You have advanced already when you have accepted your mistakes.
You will one day cross 1000 days .
Mark my words,
Thank me later.
Stay blessed my divine soul.

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Thanks @Transporter for your motivation.

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Day 8
Brain is thinking fast.
Helped mother in chores which I don’t do usually.
Did assignments after 4days.
Feeling energized.

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Day 9
Having headache
Having urges to see erotic scenes.
Not feeling like working.
Slept whole day.
I need to change the habit of sleeping in afternoon and being awake all night.
Need to concentrate on studies.
Feeling confused.
Thoughts about girls are more.

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Feeling better after sharing this.

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Same problem…
How to overcome this?

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I think we must read something for 3hrs at least for now.
It will help us.

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This journey is not that easy. It’s kicking the ass man.!!

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Now reading Bible. Feeling better.

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@drago brother…
I had a nap this afternoon…
My headache and weakness all gone…
Again I am very active now…

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Day 10
Had a wet dream in afternoon as I was sleeping.

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Day 11
Muscles growing
Mobile addiction is becoming less.
Focusing on studies.
I am giving my freedom to watch movies. I think i should not put my guard off.
Need to control my dick and hand .and not be in bathroom for long time.

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Day 12
Urges
Need to fix the sleeping timings.
Had bad dreams.

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Day 13
Improved digestive system.

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day 17
Only one day remaining for my highest streak.

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Day 18
I am going to avoid movies, t. V. Series, music, YouTube, facebook, instagram and games from today.

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thanK you.
The urge today is very bad but .

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Day 21
Don’t look at girls and women with lust.

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Day 25
Growing spiritually
Information is processed better.

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