Drago's journey (22 M)

Day 27
Brain has so much enthusiasm to do the pending work and get life back on track.

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Day 31
I don’t like junk food anymore and this has happened to me without thinking of quitting it.
No pmo makes us normal and natural.
This is due to grace of God.

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Congrats for you 30 day mark!! Share your story with us. Newcomers will find motivation in your words!

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Try fruits for your sweetooth and vegetables if you have a crunchy fix. Works for me, btw Strawberries taste awesome after rewiring your greymatter.

I love you but I can’t learn it for you brother.

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Matthew 5:27-32

King James Version

27 Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery:

28 But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

29 And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

30 And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:

32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.

Now I can connect to this why Jesus was so serious about this sin.

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Day 33
My mother was saying to me that I look more fair.
She said that it could be because of low blood in the body.
But I know why I look more bright, it is not because of low blood but because of no fap.

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Mom’s think they know everything :joy::smiley:, and dad’s don’t care. Good streak brother, we need to get the job done and be our own men. God bless

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:joy:

Thanks @Mazerunner

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Absolutely bro.

Keep going man, you’re experiencing benefits already! :muscle: :fire:

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Yes bro . Thanks for motivation.

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Day 34
Back to reality.
Pmo makes you fantasize and be prisoner in your own fantasy world.

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1 Corinthians 10:12-13 King James Version (KJV)

12 Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.

13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

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Day 37
When you don’t see any changes in your physical or emotional being your spiritual being is getting healed.
Nearly relapsed today. Thank God my net pack expired soon for today.

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Day 38
Exercised after 1 year.
Somedays go without an urge and somedays it feels like the urges are kicking your ass.

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Day 40
Few hours ago my brain was doubting that is porn good or bad. Is my streak true.
This doubts are created by Satan.
Why did I felt that is porn good or bad.
Porn is obviously bad because it is written

27 Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery:

28 But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

29 And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

And in porn we look on a woman to lust after her that’s why it is bad.
Thank God I had typed this verse before hand in my dairy.
I will not forget this verse ever again.
And there are many more things what po** does, it kills everything good in us.
Satan creates doubt as he did In the garden of Eden.
We have to pray the Lords prayer

Matthew 6:9-13 King James Version (KJV)

9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.

13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.

Of course all the prayer is important but the bold part is more important to us.

And also I had doubts about my streak that did I do it according to the rules. Even though I did it.
So don’t doubt the process.
Satan could create a doubt but have resist him and he will run away.
So you should know.
1 Corinthians 10:13
13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

It helps to write motivating verses in your dairy,
So in the time of temptation you can endure.
Stay strong.

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Day 41
Had a nightfall without wet dream.
This is different.
The idea came to me today. Going to put my phone on airplane mode.
This will give me more time in my day to do important things.most of the time I spend on YouTube.
We don’t have T.v.recharged , so time wasting there. When we had t. V. I recharged I used unplug the wire from the antenna, and everyone in home used to wonder why the t. V. Is not working.
I am feeling like reading books and and doing other important things Is better than sitting in front of digital media.
Last time I relapsed because of extra time.
But I think this will give more time for urges also, so need to be stronger.

When I am angry or happy I tend to touch my penis and stroke it. And when I stroked it once or twice subconsciously. Then I feel bad that I am touching it without purpose and . This would have lead me to mo relapse .
I do this subconsciously touching the penis.
Thank God I do not subconsciously masturbate or orgasm Or see porn .
Need this neural pathways to touch my penis when happy or angry to be destroyed because they are affecting me subconsciously.
And this mainly happens in toilet and bathroom.
Need to stay strong.

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good to see you back @Adioz

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Day 43
Doubting.
I don’t like it.
Really feeling like crying.
I don’t want to fall back to the trap of pmo.

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You are our motivation if you fall back then we also do the same at this time …we will follow you so want to see some good example

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You’re just in flatline. You know it. Just call it a day in the evening, listen to music.
Be patient, you’ll get better soon

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