Watched pon for 2hrs today…
Had bad thoughts about my own sister…
Thinking so much before confessing…
After that I watched salil jamdar series…
Then interview of Mia…
1 Corinthians 10:12-13 King James Version (KJV)
12 Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.
13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Have many things to tell…
I’m in hostel… So brain gets rewired well In new place…as yesterday I came to hostel it was rewiring with small brain pain…
I think i need to start reading Bible more as I used to…
I also have similar relapses that I just watch P content for a long time and after some hours or days I stop. I don’t M since a few years without considering night pollutions. I know the thoughts are very difficult but some years ago I use to have some of them involuntarily about other people next to me, they might be beyond our own understanding. Reading more Bible surely will help you, no matter what happens just keep on your purpose
God’s grace definitely required but equally we are responsible enough because we are the one who decides and choose the direction. I assumed, if you’ve crossed 300+ days then this monster inside each of us going to be disappeared completely but in your case that didn’t happen. Thanks for sharing and confessing. This will definitely tell my brain to be careful enough.
Sometimes we have very puzzling desires that make no sense. These are from the devil. They’re not from yourself. He plants a suggestion and then you need to reach for prayer.
I’ve had very crazy thoughts before and it made me think maybe I’m bad deep down but no, this is just because the human mind is restless and the demonic love to suggest absurdities.
This happens, yes. But I can tell you this. There are many women that only wait for marriage who are very beautiful. Because of their beauty, they are secure, and don’t bargain it away.
And even if this is not the case…let’s not be too judgmental. We have lusted in our hearts.