The beginning of my Improvement story turned to hell
It was a fine Sunday in April of year 2020, I was wondering what to do as my schools were closed and online classes weren’t started, that day I saw an improvement videos and got motivated, guess what ?? I started doing improvement stuffs for a while and kept succeeding in it , UNTIL that fateful day
Like always while I was scrolling through my anime website, an anime image which is not supposed to be seen by a kid like me popped up, then I felt something I never felt before, the ton of dopamine rush from my brain, from that day on I’ll keep searching for that ad and until another very fateful day, this time I was using another website where I was re-directed to a page where a ton of pics, vids of the kind of image I saw were there , unfortunately that was the very next day, of the day I learnt that there was something called p*rn and as I heard it from a bad friend , I felt no hesitation and just gave in the remaining story must be obvious, I was destroyed in many aspects of my life and I started fighting back along with good people in this forum, as I type this now I’m in my 6th Day of my current streak and…
this time definitely I’m not going down, I’m going keeping walking until my enemies are destroyed
I wish you all the very best as well , for your on journey against the addiction