I need help. Post my longest streak ever (6 Dec to 22 Dec) I’ve been struggling with days of relapses till just now.
I keep thinking that I’m so far gone and the urges are getting stronger each time I relapse. I feel like I have no strength of my own left. When I was doing well I got cocky and stopped doing the right stuff, like reaching out to my accountability partner, or using the app, or changing my environment, or verbalising my resolve. Now I’m in a particularly bad time and I need encouragement. I want to step into 2019 without PMO. Are any of you doing that too?
25 Female
Current streak: 0 days
Longest streak: 16 days
Code: dkpt8h
Yep. I signed up to this website and app to get clear of masturbation for 2019.my record is 21 days back in my old church days when I was around 26 or 27 years old. I’m now 44.
By comparison I can give up every other addiction easily. This is tougher than alcohol, tobacco, heroin, chocolate or cannabis.