Day 75: who I am?

I’m not the body or mind, I’m the soul. I know it but i am experiencing little bit of it now, something strange is happening these day. I am knowing why I behave like this, why i react to things on certain ways, why i am like this, because right now who i am is my sanskaar ( I don’t know the English word of it ) maybe experiences, whatever have happened with me in this life had created impressions on my mind for example, someone bullied me in childhood maybe that situation have gone long ago but now that thing make me aware of any big person or person with some power as a threat, another example, if a girl rejected me over and over so that thing created an impression on my mind that girl is hard to get even though conciously i know there are lot of girls and every girl is not the same, but these experiences whether good or bad create some impressions on our mind which subconsciously make us behave in that certain way. You can also say that we vibrate in that frequency in our subconscious and attract things of similar frequency ( law of attraction) that’s why in bhagwat geeta, lord Krishna says “do the work, don’t think about the consequence of that work” because thinking about the outcome again make impressions of good or bad and subconciously make us stuck in that vibration. Good or bad is the illusion of mind, soul is far away from good or bad, only mind understand what is good or what is bad on the basis of impressions/knowledge that he have gain in this life. So here comes the past life, why i am raised like this, am i born this way? Astrology says that a person is born with some traits (kundli of a person) which influence his whole life they know it by planets and because most people live in the illusion of mind on reacting the things in parameter of good or bad, they often don’t change themselves but if a person is wants to see beyond good or bad and change his personality so kundli is not valid for that person. These are just my thoughts, i am writing this without being judgemental but getting more interested in spirituality now although i was an atheist but now healing and loving the inner self is the only way to get answers of whatever i am seeking, everything is from inside guys, outside is just the reflection of our inside which we see through our eyes. Start healing yourself from inside, outside will change. The journey is superb
Good luck to all.


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