DAY 50... In The end

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Its day 50
And I had porn on my phone. Ready to watch and fap and enjoy myself. My mind said you did good making it this far, it ok to let go. And so I saw and eventually shut it off. Because it wasn’t Real. My mind refused to fap because it wasn’t the real thing. it was just my right hand and my phone. There was no real intimacy, no love, no nothing it was just me… alone in a dark room with my phone. I can’t do it to myself… I know that feeling of giving in… and you feel shame looking at yourself in the mirror because you fell for some dumb shit. because you fell for images on a screen and not even with a real woman. #pornisnotreal #itsallalie

Its not the same anymore. I dont see porn the same. anyone else?
It hurts cus i guess i was looking for some type of relief and i got something different.

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tbh i am happy for you :wink:

i hope your perspective will grow in that direction adn you will search for satisfaction irl!

however i also realte to the feeling you have wanting relieve that will go away you will feel better and find other methods to feel good. additionally at some point PMO might not be of any relife at all since you have no pressure to relife thats waht the author of easy peasy points out. the feeling of relief is only fake it is a relief of withdrawle symptoms at some poont ypu want have withdrawl and hence not need that type of relief
also congrats on day 50 yeha! you a great example!

bests

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