Dear diary
This is my third soon to be fourth in a few hours. The urges this morning feel more intense than on the 1st day iam a little more aggetated now but i think its because of all the sexual tension inside me, i used to be more productive but now i feel that every time i work i think about pmo… I honestly don’t know what is jappening becuase i just needed a little more tension to give in but luckily we had to attend online mass so you could say saved by God. I have a feeling that the urges will get stronger and there is nothing more painful than seeing all my struggles in the dustbin when my timer goes to 0.
I need advice fast.