Day 25! Almost made it. Damn

This is crazy. I relapsed today. I had a huge urge today. Not sure if it’s called flatline but the huge urge came back to me today. I feel dumb and feel like i am useless now. This sucks man. You know I feel like taking a break from here and I will come back when ready. I will masturbate to a wall and see if my habit diminishes next time I have urge. And then will start the no Fab. I don’t know what else to do!! Its crazy! And plus my social anxiety really is prison to me.

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