Started in 11th grade, still doing it now. Corona vannapo 13 highest aayirnu 1 day streak.
Then improve aayi. Njaan aage ■■■■ use cheuanu fap cheyan mathram aanu allande ■■■■ addiction illa. Enniki fap cheyan mathram ■■■■ madhi.
Athalla chodiche. Ippo ee divasangal kannuanengil avg etra neram spent cheyyum
1 time cheyan oru 10-15 mins
Kanditt appo. Mo problem ollu. P problem illa / negligible
Yes, correct but mo aanu preshnam
Parents koode aano thaamasikunne ?
Yup, with them. 23 y/o and 2 years clg ends and time to get job and will be 25 y/o
So may I ask u ? Urges varumbo P thoughts varumo or u just wanna have an urge to MO
I will tell in chat just 5 mins
You ever try praying to God? Asking for his strength and trusting in him?
Oru rogham(ill) nammal kondu nadannal aadhym nammal oru roghi aavum ,pinnidu nammal rogham (ill) aayi marum.
Mattan pattadhaya onnummilla bro
@DocHB02 I started praying more often these days. Usually I pray less.
@king000 So true da, valare sathyam aanu, yes bro but hard aanu. Ennengilum njaan recover avum aayirkum, ellam sheri aavum
Yada nammukk ore oru life alle ollu.adhu nammal vicharikkunnadhu pole ayirikkanam.
Yanikkum ante same age aanu .yanikkum same situation vannittilund .lots of confusion, undayirunmunaa timel . njan aa samayathu aanu yante ego work cheydhadhu.mml cheyyadhe adhu sambhavikkilla (pmo). Yallam Ninte kayyilanu bro. Ninakku nirthanel iyy ippo theerumanichal madhi.
Yes bro, set aakate
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Bro, change the topic of the diary. Make it something positive and inspirational. Negative talks, and negative words have negative effects.
Guys, it’s finally happening.









I am so happy guys. The happiness and exitement when I saw this is just

I couldn’t cross 2 days max without fapping and I broke it. What helped me this time was whenever I felt the urge to fap, this is what I told myself:
Not today bro, all is well, all is well
Also I feel very happy, calm and energetic now.
Finally, I am moving up
Bro said , not this time!
Hell yeah my brother hell yeah , we have to conquer rest of the winter arc!!