Long story short, recently in the past few days I had sexual fantasies about fetish related stuff. Stuff I don’t want in my head, both of them I was in bed just trying to fall asleep. The first one was 5 minutes and the second one was 20.
I know it’s a fresh start for me, and I know that they don’t show my true intentions rather fictional ones to rationalize the warped rabbit hole that I fell down years ago.
I’m a week down but I gotta buck up a bit.