Today I relapsed i saw it coming over the last few days, unfortunately I gave in.
Starting again. Now the challenge is to pass these next few days, my brain will search more of it.
I want to push my streak even longer this time, I want to be free from this and live a healthy life!
Good luck with the challenge you’ve set yourself @reboot123
Thank you for responding to the suggestion.
Why not ask another companion to join you for the week in your challenge?
@anon67854825, yes! I am traveling at the moment so if I don’t respond, that’s why. But I will try! The day the challenge ends is the day I start a chaplaincy internship in Alaska!
Check in - Sunday - Week 29 - Day 9
Today I have wet Dreams, extreme urgues and a terrible state of mind. It has been very difficult to survive, but I have resisted, and that is the important thing. Guys, please dont give up, no matter what happens, stop damaging your brain and your life.
@anon67854825, What a good idea to commit to our companions to staring to do new habits, this helps to not forget them, and having habits is the first step to overcome the pmo. My habit of the week will be: read every day for 30 min! I commit myself with all of you and I hope to achieve it.
Day 6 on my counter now I feel like it’s game on I need to push for a decent streak now double figures to start with. If urges get too much and to be honest I’ve had v. Little urges if any yet… then maybe I can just mast but avoid porn I.e soft mode but for now it’s neither. Today I’m more motivated yeah knee hurts, tendonitis in arms need ice, silent reflux is frustrating ocd is always there but don’t need post fap depression and rage as well. Damn it No