Week 12 ~ Wednesday
Week 12 ~ Wednesday
Checking in Thursday
Day 4 of week 12
Day 4 checking in.
Today I feel like things are getting a little better in controlling myself. More that I have now is the drive and the goal to do what I must do this year. Accomplishing many goals not just NoFap.
Everyday is just a day to grow More or learn. A journey. No day is the same.
Check in day 7… Hope we use the stength and grace needed for this day
Fuck mah life
Don’t beat yourself up. There’s still people doing it twice, thrice daily, but you are here with us, fighting it
Checking in - Thursday, January 24. Day 4 of week 12. All good.
Week 12 ~ Thursday
Messed up two days ago. Checking in, day two.
Check in day 8… Focus ourself to the purpose… Dont make an action without purpose
Checking in Friday
Day 5 of week 12
Week 12 ~ Shukkarwar (Friday)
@andriono2 I wish I could double like that statement
Bro I check this week everyday
Shukrawar = Friday
Sorry, my bad.
Thanks for taking note, dude
Checking in - Friday, January 25. Day 5 of week 12. All good.
Watch a trigger.
Not flapping yet.
First time in this week.
Thought I was over it already
Messed up last night and this morning.
Come on bro! Please God, give what is needed Amen
And I messed up.
Reflection of a relapse after 83 days of no fap.
We are so used to easy and quick pleasure.
I was in a lot of stress, and despite the 83 days of no fap, the brain keep reminding us the easiest pleasure to numb the pain of stress.
It will start with softcore or pictures.
But the pleasure that has numb the pain require a lot more and you will continue watch the other.
If anything I learn from the relapse is to learn new way to handle stress. Get new things that gave us pleasure.
Urges will get too high at one point, that the pleasure we seek will look like compulsory. At that point, physical avoidance is the key.
I’ll work hard to achieve it again.
But I realise the inner determination that propel myself to 83 days.
Now have to work hard to find it again.