I am getting better in social situations. My skills are sharpening. Bad dream last night. Due to diwali festiwal tasty sweets are at my disposal. I am liking the day energy… Day 14 hard mode.
I did that thing - lying on my bed last night in my clothes, with the light on, watching a YouTube video about the world’s biggest trees,
fell asleep, and woke at 4am, got changed, and into bed for proper sleep. Annoying
Lots of weird dreams I can vaguely remember.
Smoked a little bit of weed this weekend -
even though it was only a few puffs, it is in my system and feel I’m not so sharp
(maybe I can mentally fight that)
I’d rather be sharp minded and smart, always!
I’ve quit smoking again.
It isn’t such a strong decision like before, but I will persist, and will contemplate it.
There’s a lot more I could say, but I’m gonna leave it there for now, and come back tomorrow.
Day 2 check in … Tuesday… it’s festival season in India… Happy Diwali (Festival of Light) to all my brother. Have a wonderful festival. Let the light of this festival keep us all away from the darkness we were in all these years… let’s defeat the evil within us together…
Mind is a little numb yet, I haven’t woke up very well today. Guilt still runs on my blood.
I’ll focus on gym and my programming practice.
A nice noFap day 2 for everyone!
Today is already stressful, my wife was late for class because of phone update, I’m working on college admissions, plan to vote, and I need to be at work by noon. Also weather is muggy.
I think I’ll be alright, still clean, but today is a bad day so far.
@anon67854825 could I join the challenge while posting on my own diary. I want to join in here but maintaining two daily logs would be a lot of work to do.
Maybe, I could post few words on here and gain accountability.
Day 3… Wednesday… Looks like normal day and everything is fine right now… today I’ll be completing 5 days !!! it’s been longest strike after a long time…!