"Check-in" Daily - diary challenge

I’m 24+
Dream is to get a job, marry her, live purposefully.
Most important is peace of mind.

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Sorry I missed that. I quickly read your post, because somethings don’t come from a good place, and questions go unanswered.

You’ve simply got to take a look from a different angle and ask different questions.

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Its one of those annoying questions,
like “how do I cure worry?”
Answer : stop worrying

The more emphasis you put on being perfect, you’ll always see your imperfections,
And miss the blessings and grace you already have

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Yeah ok I will. Like you just asked a few good ones from right angle.
And yes to stop overthinking n worrying, have to focus on good things that I have n want to.

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Living purposefully with peace of mind is great, and something you can do :+1::pray:

We do this by accepting the truth, and accepting life with all its challenges, chaos and blessings everyone experiences

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Exactly - trying to stop thinking about The Pink Elephant, you have to chase the blue rabbit :smile:

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Words of Wisdom bro. :raised_hands: Acceptance! I’ve been doing this wrong way by Ignorance.

And never go down the rabbit hole again :sweat_smile:

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That’s right. Not the rabbit hole :smile:
But this is not the pink elephant, but the ‘special’ blue rabbit, let it lead you home :pray:

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Yay, I hope not to get blue bunny though :wink:

Week 45 - Friday

All good

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@rowdy_nik I’m not making sexual innuendos :sweat_smile:

The Pink Elephant stands still,
The rabbit moves fast, it wants to lead you home.
You can’t hold onto it, otherwise it won’t lead,
it dissappears if ignored,
chase it.

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Haha understood bro, I got what you saying. It’s always very insightful n fun talking to you :hugs:

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Haha, thanks :sweat_smile: you too bro, but warning, my answers are just answers :pray:

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Week 45 ~ Friday

I’ve been working very late nights, and my mind has shifted, waking up blurry, I know it’s not an excuse. I fell :fried_egg: but I’m all good, Thanks be to God :pray:

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:warning: Yes, I gotta start asking right questions from myself and find answers.

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Week 7 - Sep 13, Fri - Streak: 19 days

Moving up. Walking around my campus today, just felt good, I felt confident about myself. No thoughts about what others are thinking about me, whether they are judging me or not. I am starting to feel like I deserve to be loved again, in the sense of finding a relationship. But at the same time, I am also feeling more and more like it’s not a big deal for me right now if I don’t find someone.

When I am in the midst of my addiction, i don’t feel worthy and I have a strong desire to be in a relationship. Which is a terrible feeling.

But that is slowly going away. Thank the Lord. Things are getting better and better.

This is my streak, I’m going to make it.

“Great works are performed, not by strength, but perseverance”
-Samuel Johnson

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Checking in - All good
Week 45 - September 14, Saturday

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Day 6
My day 6 completed on hard mode. I have stopped energizing the urges. Now my body is facing withdrawal symptoms. I get anxious and panicked. I disturb myself deliberately to avoid the emptiness. Porn and violence is deeply related. I’m always frustrated. Lets see what the future has for me. I swear I will never lust in my entire life towards anyone. I promise to God.

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Checking in - Saturday 14th September. All good, thank GOD.

Don’t look back - you’re not going that way.
Eric Thomas

On this journey, there are many things we want to leave behind us. The constant relapses, the shame and regret, the pain and misery we tried to avoid. The past only has painful memories, and tells us that the future will be more of the same. But it takes courage to look forward and expect something we’ve never experienced before, and take the steps towards making that a reality.

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Check-in? :sweat_smile:
Day 0
Something’s wrong with me🤦🏻‍♂️
I’ve made bad decisions sinking into guilt & shame…
My apologies, again :man_facepalming:t2::bouquet:

It’s a bit comforting to know that I’m not alone who’s struggling😅

@Aoshigreen How are you doing? Can I rejoin?:grin:

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