Black Magic 's Diary

So this is my 30 th day in this journey. So To celebrate it I am staring a diary. I will try to like post daily


Day -30

Who think time is literally moving fast. Like 2021 is now going end in just 2 and half month. For me literally like everything going so fast. For me itโ€™s like 1 oct and in 2 days it is like 10 oct :joy::joy:.
Time doesnโ€™t really wait for anyone

Time is like a river. You cannot touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again. Enjoy every moment of your life! - Someone

And I guess that is true.


Time flies when you are enjoying it


++ learning as well :slight_smile:


For me I think like everything is like moving so fast. I cannot even feel the days. I want to get the feeling back like I want to like feel every moment. Hope that happens. Thatโ€™s the thing I am waiting for


Ok it is Day -33

I think I need to integrate some habits in my daily routine. For past few days I am literally sleeping late and then waking up late. I canโ€™t concentrate very much in study and in the mean time I waste my the by playing game. The main problem is I canโ€™t focus because things are much more feasible to me like listening song, playing game whenever I want I think I need to change this and a set a goal that if I surpass the goal then i am eligible to play game (and for a specific time not extra)

Time management is the main problem but overtime I know I will solve it.

And another is that I think about other opinion very much (for this thing can anyone help? ) like I want to stop what other people think about me or what other will think. It just ruin my happiness. Can anyone give me a practical way to just focus on myself rather than other?

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Day -35

Still waking up late I donโ€™t know why but I have become lazy. I think because of winter but I want to wake up early. I think the main problem is that I sleep late I think I should sleep early. That is a great idea.

I think today I should make a daily to do list and I forgot to give my introduction so I am gonna edit that post (Not sure Hope I soon edit)
โœบโ—Ÿ( อกยฐ อœส– อกยฐ)โ—žโœบ

Discipline is necessary but to pursue it one needs a lot dedication and efforts.

Date - 17 October 2021

Today Day was fine. Had a little bit of trouble with my friends but what can i do it occurs everyday.

Didnโ€™t have any urges though. I think I probably reached a point where I should stop thinking about these things and improve my daily life.

Daily To do list -

Waking Up Early - [Really need make it a habit So I can learn to utilize my time properly]

Class Notes Revision - [ I just write the things down but never revise it ]

Healthy eating - [ Now days It is the season of festival and I eating sweets Need to control myself เฒฅโ€ฟเฒฅ ]

Studying Minimum 6+ hours [ Removing the classes time]

Sunday - 8+ hours

Daily Question Practice of Maths [ Poor In it ]

Till now this is it

I am gonna few more if I needed

Todayโ€™s Quote -

๐™’๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ embrace ๐™๐™–๐™ง๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ง๐™ . They love the ๐™™๐™ž๐™จ๐™˜๐™ž๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š of it, the trade-off theyโ€™re making to win. ๐™‡๐™ค๐™จ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ, on the other hand, see it as ๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™จ๐™๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ. And thatโ€™s the difference.

Lou Holtz

๐™‚๐™ค๐™ค๐™™ ๐™‰๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™”โ€™๐™–๐™ก๐™ก ๐™‚๐™ช๐™ฎ๐™จ

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Date -24 October 2021

Today Day was ok but i was severly ill from past few days and i could even speak because of sore throat. My streak is going good i think there is urge but still itโ€™s is not that much.

Day -50
Guys I have lost

Ok, New Day New journey

After the relapse happened previously I literally do not regret it but I will not take it lightly. It helped me too realise my mistake. You know sometimes I think relapse really help me too realise my mistake or the things which are affecting.

I know, I Know that doesnโ€™t mean that I should relapse more often :joy:.

mate so sorry to read that you borke your streak-.-^

but great that you commited to resatring sos oon after!

i hope you are doing fine!

you amde it to 49 days that is a great acheivement!!
you can repeat it and even surpass it.


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Yes,Thanks for the motivation.

I am on Day - 11 Now

Just going happily

Main reason was peeking after I felt like in that cage again.

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I relapsed on 14 November and I regret it. But you know thatโ€™s what life is you have to keep going. Starting again with no motivation. Letโ€™s see how far I can get it.Though I didnโ€™t watch porn

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My To Do List

Wake up early

Study for 4 hours (Minimum) Self study

1000 Skipping -

Socializing -

Workout -

Praying daily -

Playing Instrument -

Revision at night -

Thatโ€™s it, gonna add few more things if needed


hey there how did your day go ?
keep up the good fight your todo lsit looks nice ;9


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I relapsed 4 hours ago.

But still I will keep going


My To Do List

Wake up early :x: - Waked up late 8:40

Study for 4 hours (Minimum) Self study :white_check_mark::white_check_mark: Did studied a pretty good time

1000 Skipping - :x::x:

Socializing -:white_check_mark::white_check_mark:

Workout -:x::x:

Praying daily -:white_check_mark::white_check_mark:

Playing Instrument -:white_check_mark::white_check_mark:

Revision at night -:white_check_mark:

Amazing bro. You do it continuosly or take breaks in between

Gotta flex
My record is 2215 in one go without stopping.
These days I do just 500 but thatโ€™s apart from all my workout