Blunder mistake-
Watched 2 movies(without any triggering content) continuously from 2 - 7 am, no sleep yesterday. Slept from 7 - 11 am. When I got up I felt that I am already v.bad so hereafter I can’t study & this mentality made me to continue procrastination. Why I am again into mediocrity?
I have a purpose which requires me to work consistently & I have a reading list of > 10 books which I haven’t read. But today my victim mentality made me to lay on bed & scroll social media without exercising, studying.
TMM (woke up at 11am)
early morning routine
Promise (no peeking)
exercise
shower
studies (level 0/10) - must improve
Spirituality
Alhamthulillah, slept well yesterday for 7hrs when I woke up felt v.much refreshed.
Alhamthulillah, Our professor is making a lot of high yield lectures for free to make us learn. She is working hard from early morning till night. I must utilize her efforts, by efficiently using my time, balancing bn studies & relaxation. Good people like her are v.rare now a days.
TMM (woke up at 5:30 am)
early morning routine
Promise (no peeking)
exercise
cold shower
Oct 12
Day 5
TMM (woke up at 10:30 am)
early morning routine
Promise (no peeking)
exercise
cold shower
studies (level 2/10) - must improve
Mistake
Woke up at 5:30am but snoozed the alarm & when to relax for 5 mins when I got up again its already 8:30am so my mind told that its already late so sleep more. I got up finally at 9:30 am but wasted time for 3hrs by scrolling whatsapp etc.
Now at 12:40pm, feeling repulsive towards myself.
TMM (woke up at 10:30 am but worked enthusiastically after that)
early morning routine
Promise (no peeking)
exercise
cold shower
studies (level 5/10) - improving
A v.nice day, urges to break the promise of no peeking arise but through the Mercy of God I am saved.
if you want to be successful you must do DIFFERENT things & avoid the mediocre things such as giving in to temptations( that I usually do, but this time when I was tempted I didn’t follow the easy path)
Thank you for your diary my son, your effort is not in vain, your struggle has a reward. You are loved, and your ups and downs will never measure your worth. I want you to know that I’m on your side, I really want to see you win.
Glad that many are following miracle morning.
Thanks for asking me.
For the past 3d I didn’t follow TMM & after getting up late, my attitude is like ok I didn’t get up early so let’s relax today & start fresh tomorrow & I keep repeating this.
I have a lot of portions to study & I have a list of books that I planned to read but as everyday progress I seem to accomplish nothing.
My aim is to get the 1st mark in my university exam, the exam is v.competitive, 10% of the 250 students in our college is already reached level 10 in studies, but I am at only 3rd level. If I want to get that 1st, I must be working more than the 10% productive students.
I must get up early as them, & be mindful when distractions arise amidst study hrs.