ASTA's Diary [22 M]

Day 1
Idk I just made this to come here when I am bored and alone.
I think I will start writing here my no fap journey from now on.
Longest Streak : 8 Days
Current Streak : 1 day

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Welcome on board!

Writing a diary it’s a good way to start on this journey. It’s up to you to take this commitment very seriously.

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I think I should start writing it again now
Current Streak : 3 days
Edged for sometime but overcame my urges onto Day 4.

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Day 0

Starting again
I will stay from every trigger as possible so I don’t give in to urges.

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Day 3

Completing Days are easy when you are Busy.These last two days I was busy and I didn’t get any urges, but today I had a strong morning wood and for the past few months I have been relapsing after 4-5 days.This time i will get past this streak and keep on going.
I am trying to be competitive again by trying to challenge people in this forum.
I will try to keep myself busy as possible for the rest of the day.

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Day 4

I am sick today.
I have Cold , Sore throat and lil bit of fever.
I am too tired to do anything I think I will take some medicine and sleep whole day.
Good thing is that is don’t have Any Urges or any energy

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Day 5

I am still sick yesterday I had a fever of 101°F took medicine and slept for whole day.
Today I am little better now Still have cold and weakness but no fever.
I have no urges Just Focusing on making Myself better.
Feels good that my streaks is getting higher.
Onto Day 6

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I hope it’s not covid :fearful:…Stay strong and take rest .

Thanks for your concern bro.I took the test and it was negative.
I still have dry cough but I think I am getting better :muscle:.

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Day 6

I am starting to recover from my weakness and also will start doing some exercise today itself.
I have spent too much time focusing on noFap, movies , tv shows, anime and games uptill now I will start to FOCUS ON MYSELF.

Day 7

Today is great day.
I have been trying to reach 7 days for past two months and finally I am able to do it again.
One more day and I will break my previous record.
Today I had a strong morning wood and some urges to watch porn but fuck it I am not gonna lose now I am moving forward and forget about this and work on myself.
I am going to be Strong.

Day 8

Finally I beat my previous streak it feels good.
Yesterday after reading an article I realized that coming here everyday It reminds me that I am fighting PMO and that should not be the case.
I will take some break from this forum and see if there is any changes within me. This forum is good but anyone should not be dependent on anything(any other forum/companion/upvotes ).
I will come back again to update some information or any changes.
I am going to change my mind
I am going to be Great Again.

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Day 1

Back To day one again :cry:. But I broke my last streak and made it till 10 days.
I will rise up Stronger than before and break my new streak.:muscle:

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Day 0

Got nothing to say I am disappointed in myself I watched porn again and that was my biggest mistake.
No matter what I am not going to fall Again.

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Start again bro…
Start right now!
You can do this!!
Next goal 10 days…

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You are a legend!!! You are very strong!! You can do it bro…it’s very easy for you …I think you should read srimad Bhagavad Geeta regularly.hope it will help you …do meditation everyday…:slightly_smiling_face::grin::grin:

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Yes Bro I will Do it and Reach 10 days for sure. Thanks for support.

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Thanks bro and Yes I can do it and I will .
I am not fond of reading but sure I will give it a try.

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Day 3

After having series of relapses I finally completed 3 days.
Lately I was having too much stress and tried to escaping it by masturbating and I realize that this is not gonna lead me anywhere instead I will stuck in this loop forever.
I am gonna change my Mind.

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