Sorry…Ash,Kaizen,…and other buddies.I have let you done.
I mastrubated on feb 22(2:15pm)…there were literally no triggers…no nothing.Just an evil in my mind which reminded of mastrubating…no actress…nothing else.
After surviving 2 days full of urges(feb20,21)
.I literally didnt thought that I would have mastrubated later.
After the moment I ejaculated,I thought
…i thought that this is not me…this was literally someone else.
And my Inner peace was literally shattered after 80 days of monk mode nofap.
I m sad,hope this depression goes away…this is my first streak on this app and the first fap after those 80 days.
"THOSE WHO HAVE HIGHER STREAKS PLEASE DO NOT MASTRUBATE .
Its pure pain…after that.
But i didnt felt the guilt which i used to get when I matsrubated when I was 14.
I will come far more stronger because now I know how it feels after clearing those 80days in literally just 3mins.
Thanks for reading.:-)
Thanks for the awesome support of yall:-)