I’m really sorry my brothers. I have let you’ll down.
Why I reset counter
In my streak, towards the end, I peeked. Then when I checked, I saw that my brain had once again associated P* with pleasure. To rewire means to stop this association.
Since I still have this association, I decided to start afresh.
This is a sad day for me, but I am determined to rise from my ashes. I have decided to keep a diary here to relflect.
I am sorry my companions, I have let you down 