I thought of I had told someone controversial or offtopic in any thread so I felt very guilt. I felt depressed and sad. I deleted my account. But I thought if I wouldn’t come back here, emptigraphy would kill me in a month literally. I hardly could share my feelings anywhere. I know I am very disorganised. But this time I will try my best to stay organized and would maintain only one dairy.
Because I watched porn I felt heavy head. That time I felt even good advice as a judgment !
Forgive me !
Terms
emptigraphy = p•rnography
besan = m•sturbation
jazz = edge
park = jerk
park down = jerk off
pogo = •rgasm
23 March 2023 ( update )
I have started 365 Days Target of Hard Mode Practice. I might fail. I will forgive myself if I fail once in a row. If I fail twice in a row , I have to reset the streak. ( This is same as streak freeze in Duolingo ). “Never Fail Twice”
I will do my best to stay organized in this diary. This is my second post in this diary. I am happy that I didn’t stop and again come back. It’s only God who made me come back to this platform again. I had mixed time ( good and bad ) when I was not available in this forum. I don’t want to say what is my streak now. I will start from the beginning again. There is many challenges, many responsibilities in my life. I will achieve many goals. But I will never quit this forum even though I will be free of EBP one day offcourse.
Thanks a lot little bro ! First account was deleted by mistake. I had to delete second one by email-ing admin because I was feeling depressed. Now no way to delete my account bro.
Again thanks a lot for everything !
Thank u bro for being there for me!
On Swati diary right ? Well there is nothing to get embarrassed regarding that. I can relate to you.
Ask @Samaranjay or @Sholt_Tenkerrot how much emotional person I am when I joined this forum. Before you came here , I was a kind of guy who would get offended easily and announce publicly that I am going to leave this forum and come here as an a**hole after 2 days .
I remember how many times I argued with Govind 19 and alphadude here with a lot of swearing and stuff.
Not just once , but multiple times. You also know how many diaries I make in a month. But the fact is despite all these circumstances everyone takes these stuffs lightly.
Oh now I remember. He deleted one post there
Oh shit he deleted his account and became depressed for that? @Amitroghates have you not not scene my diary? Or in fact many of us keep posting on each other’s diary. In fact I feel even better when someone posts on my diary .
I am sure no one even noticed your “off topic” Post, and you already deleted that post so there should not have been any issue.
Yes , I agree. He has been spamming the same motivational stuff in every thread he come across. Thought of addressing that earlier but then decided not to since it does not do any harm.
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