Proud of you brother
Thanks for the support
Day 8
Today was normal, itโs Sunday after all. Stressfree and all. No relapse today.
Day 9
Not much stuff. Only slightly busy. No relapse
Day 10
No relapse, got the midterm exam result of Art and Language, both are nice, 92 and 94.
Day 11
Was really busy, a day full of homework. No relapse luckily.
Its ok to keep failing because by failing you will get experience and learn and grow. I cant count how many times i failed until i finally had enough. I lost my boyfriend from an overdose and that was my wakeup call. I started taking my recovery seriously and went to treatment and went home after 3 months and it was so hard for me being at home. I cried myself to sleep countless nights because I wanted to use so bad and i sticky know why( I now know why) i ended up using after 4 months clean and Iโm so grateful i did because i came straight back to Treatment and went to 2nd stage housing after and i took the training at my Treatment centre to work with addicts and i now work at the Treatment centre that saves my life and Iโm happy to say that i now have over 8 months sober