Alegend's Journey

This is my diary for tracking my progress and experiences.

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Day 1

Some urges yesterday night, felt tired, today is better

Prisoner badge unlocked
Now it’s prison break time :grin:

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Update: feeling tired, low urges

Day 2

Felt tired yesterday afternoon, flatline, low urges

Migrant badge unlocked :smiley:
Now, I need to settle.

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Watched some as*r but didn’t like it, no ejaculation

What should I do?

In my opinion, eventually it doesn’t really matter whether you liked it or not. Rather focus on classifying that action and behavior. Do you consider watching as*r (I’m assuming it’s that sound thingy…?) a “safe” activity for your recovery or not? If it’s not safe for you: then set it as a boundary, make it clear that next time this counts as a relapse. Refrain from doing unsafe stuff. It should be clear for you (and hopefully your AP too) when a line is crossed (= a relapse) and when it’s still within a safe space.

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Day 0

I relapsed using softp. I am resetting my couter to 5 am because I want to see new bagdes in the morning.

Again in prison

Day 1

Yesterday was very flatline-ish :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

  • Started listening to Alpha binaural beats
  • Started jogging, hanging
  • Started gym

Prisoner badge unlocked

Day 0, Hell

I feel very tired in afternoons.
Today morning, I watched h*t pics. Hence, resetting
Now, I am considering even opening… as a relapse.

In evening, I won over urges. :grin::facepunch::facepunch:

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Day 1, Prisoner

Flatline, some urges

But I did gymming and jogging anyway :sunglasses:

Day 2, Migrant

Flatline, urges, wet dream today
Determined :fist:

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Day 3, Settler

Going good :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 4, Settler

Flatline, going good :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 5, Peasant

Going good :upside_down_face:
I’m not gonna stop now

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Day 6, Peasant

Very low urges, going good :+1:

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Day 7, Commoner

No urges, going good :smiley:
This is the checkpoint when the rate of increase of testosterone becomes maximum. After this, it increases at lower rates (but still increases).
Good luck to all!

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Day 8, Commoner

No urges, going good :grin:
moving from top 2000 to top 300

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Day 9, Commoner

Flatline effects reduced, occasional precum leakage stopped, no urges, going good, waiting for return of morning wood, earned member badge :smiley:

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Day 10, Apprentice

Very low urges, having nice time

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Day 11, Apprentice

Flatline, second wet dream, staying strong

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