Alegend's Journey

This is my diary for tracking my progress and experiences.


Day 1

Some urges yesterday night, felt tired, today is better

Prisoner badge unlocked
Now it’s prison break time :grin:


Update: feeling tired, low urges

Day 2

Felt tired yesterday afternoon, flatline, low urges

Migrant badge unlocked :smiley:
Now, I need to settle.

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Watched some as*r but didn’t like it, no ejaculation

What should I do?

In my opinion, eventually it doesn’t really matter whether you liked it or not. Rather focus on classifying that action and behavior. Do you consider watching as*r (I’m assuming it’s that sound thingy…?) a “safe” activity for your recovery or not? If it’s not safe for you: then set it as a boundary, make it clear that next time this counts as a relapse. Refrain from doing unsafe stuff. It should be clear for you (and hopefully your AP too) when a line is crossed (= a relapse) and when it’s still within a safe space.


Day 0

I relapsed using softp. I am resetting my couter to 5 am because I want to see new bagdes in the morning.

Again in prison

Day 1

Yesterday was very flatline-ish :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

  • Started listening to Alpha binaural beats
  • Started jogging, hanging
  • Started gym

Prisoner badge unlocked

Day 0, Hell

I feel very tired in afternoons.
Today morning, I watched h*t pics. Hence, resetting
Now, I am considering even opening… as a relapse.

In evening, I won over urges. :grin::facepunch::facepunch:

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Day 1, Prisoner

Flatline, some urges

But I did gymming and jogging anyway :sunglasses:

Day 2, Migrant

Flatline, urges, wet dream today
Determined :fist:

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Day 3, Settler

Going good :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 4, Settler

Flatline, going good :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 5, Peasant

Going good :upside_down_face:
I’m not gonna stop now


Day 6, Peasant

Very low urges, going good :+1:


Day 7, Commoner

No urges, going good :smiley:
This is the checkpoint when the rate of increase of testosterone becomes maximum. After this, it increases at lower rates (but still increases).
Good luck to all!


Day 8, Commoner

No urges, going good :grin:
moving from top 2000 to top 300


Day 9, Commoner

Flatline effects reduced, occasional precum leakage stopped, no urges, going good, waiting for return of morning wood, earned member badge :smiley:

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Day 10, Apprentice

Very low urges, having nice time


Day 11, Apprentice

Flatline, second wet dream, staying strong

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