Aditya in A Thousand Days Journey
[23 M] Aditya’s Diary
Assalamualaikum, Hi and Hello brothers all around the world, greeting from Indonesia
My name is Aditya, just an ordinary person with ordinary stories, and a bit bad habit called PMO actually , just a proud moslem that only want to obey Allah and all of His rules, but proven that i am not really good at that, but i’m trying my best
So, here we go, I started nofap challenge at 6th May this year, so I think it’s about 17 days since then. Well, my reason to do this is to obey Allah, beside of my mental and physical health issues that happen nowadays, i seek Allah forgiveness and also a cure for my health issues.
I do a person with faith, but at the same tine when alone i play in a forbidden garden, then feel exhausted, some brain fog, shame, and guilty… It is became worst that i do love to watch JAV even I said that i am a person that known as someone religious.
But, in a thousand days, i do believe that i could go through this, I’ll became someone that in my best version. I have an intention that at day 1000, I’ll break the celibacy with my future wife… i wish I’ll marry someone that i love at that time, and make her as a luckiest woman in the world,
I wish you all wish me the best ma bros