ADIOZ DIARY: The First step towards enlightenment

My New :dart: Target:- Countdown till my B’day

Let’s see how many days I can stay clean till my Birthday arrives…

Atleast cleanest days I can give myself as a :gift:

Anyways I will go by babysteps in the beginning and later I will try to do what’s seems impossible to me.

Today I read #easypeasy book… :open_book:
Completed #2_Chapters :bowing_man:

Also read Atomic habit book :blue_book:

Feels :innocent: blessed with great knowledge…

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As we started taking in information, the soul is getting filled with wisdom, thinking started to change and when that happens, the perspective towards everything we see changes…
We will understand anything… according to the depth of knowledge we stored in our mind.

This applied nofap too…

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@Adioz_aka_Adidas Good going.

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This is what I alwys keep in mind…

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When you are not taking responsibility for your own feelings and are unable to define your own worth, you end up depending on others. This state is nothing but being a victim of others’ choices.

They tend not to address the cause of these feelings and it leads to the need for approval from others. They are emotionally dependent on others, especially on their partners’ approval and attention to define their “worth” and “personality”.

It is not others’ job to fill your emotional void or needs and you should realise that true emotional fulfillment can only be provided by loving yourself.

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Since I heard this song… I was listening this song on loop like 1000times…
So, I am just adding here which may help me to remind me again…

SONG :musical_note:LYRICS :point_down:

This is all we got
Dreaming 'bout a revolution in our minds
This is all we got

Lock me out of this life institution
I am angry and high on illusions
Yes, I hate, but hate’s not a solution
Trying my best, but hey, I’m just a human, oh

We don’t need to say we’re sorry
We don’t need to worship heaven’s art
We don’t need to say we’re sorry
So where’s the love?

This is all we got
Dreaming 'bout a revolution in our minds
This is all we got
Talking 'bout our resolutions getting high
We don’t need a lot
And we don’t care if we fuck it up
If it’s what we got
Then why not give it all we got?

I can see in your eyes you’re defeated
Try to fool yourself 'til you believe it
That you’re better off numb and not feeling
But there’s a sky if you jump through the ceiling, oh

We don’t need to say we’re sorry
We don’t need to worship heaven’s art
We don’t need to say we’re sorry
So where’s the love?

This is all we got
Dreaming 'bout a revolution in our minds
This is all we got
Talking 'bout our resolutions getting high
We don’t need a lot
And we don’t care if we fuck it up
If it’s what we got
Then why not give it all we got? (We got)
Then why not give it all we got? (We got)

Lock me out of this life institution, no
Trying my best, but hey, I’m just a human, oh
We don’t need to say we’re sorry
We don’t need to say we’re sorry

So where’s the love?
This is all we got
Dreaming 'bout a revolution in our minds
This is all we got

This is all we got
Dreaming 'bout a revolution in our minds
This is all we got
Talking 'bout our resolutions getting high
We don’t need a lot
And we don’t care if we fuck it up
If it’s what we got
Then why not give it all we got? (We got)
Then why not give it all we got? (We got)

Then why not give it all we got? (We got)

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I have bad health from 2-3days…(still today)
Just give me time to recover. I will come back again.

I am experiencing headache (like hangover pain) and body pain today…

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Get well soon brother, Now you have a reason not to peek or relapse or your health might become more worse. Better stay away from it.

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Sorry to say,
but i have some symptoms of Covid 19
Today I consulted doctor.
I have to do antigen test and rt-pcr test.(doctor said to do for 100% sure)

Till then I have to be in isolation.

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Brother, Just Stay Positive no matter what, If you will focus on your negative side. Your immunity power will suffer. Believe that you will get well.
Get well soon brother.

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Take care bro. You’ll be fine.

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Thts a nice song :arrow_right: :white_check_mark:

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@Adioz_aka_Adidas don’t worry bro. Hope your test comes negative. Make yourself comfortable and don’t panic. Prayers for you.

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True… Cant expect different result from same actions

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